Would you love me

if I didn’t have money or a real job
if my idea of a car is taking the bus
if I can’t look a pretty stranger in the eye
if I had no friends here
if I told you I hated people
if I don’t watch TV
if I didn’t believe in religion
if sometimes I look in the mirror and want to die
if I said dogs were overrated
if I was in love with Japanese teenagers
if you saw me crying
if I only sucked at sports because I never tried
if I was a geek
if these thoughts wouldn’t go away
if I sucked at math
if I gave up trying to impress you
if I hated America but loved Hollywood
if I painted the roses red
if I couldn’t sing
if I stopped trying
if I locked myself up
if I did it for you
if I was wrong
if my shoes were 3 years old
if I had an addiction
if I just wanted to fcuk
if I wanted something deeper
if I was a weakling
if you knew I was being honest
if I’d stain your house with my blood for attention
if I had a fetish
if I couldn’t dance
if I made you a promise
if I had something to say
if I pinched your cheeks
if I was a coward
if I wished I was a little more gothic
if I was a plagiarist
if I had no rhythm or reason or rhyme
if all I did was watch movies
if I was a good liar
if I was a bad one
if I was emotionally attached
if I made you the worst pasta you ever had
if I swore off caramel because of a girl named Cara
if you saw me crying again
and it was while watching Star Wars
if I told you I wasn’t worthy
if I was ashamed of myself
if all I ever did was fcuk up
if my longest relationship was 1/6 of a year
if I was immature
if I ate 2 sugar packets every day
if I was a wannabe
if I was depressed
if I made out with my pillow
if my hair looked bad
if I was shallow
if I was a thief
if I wasn’t an artist
if I watched you in your sleep
if I thought my life was a movie
if I was a dreamer
if I hated rap music
if I dreamt of videogame characters
if I hated the Xbox
if I wasn’t who you expected me to be
if I was a criminal
if I was in love with you
if everything I had to say had been said before
if I had a secret
if I wanted you to know
if I was opinionated
if I was a gambler
if I needed you
if I was all out of chocolates and teddy bears and second-hand DVD sets
if I wanted you to be my other half
if I snored
if I was disorganized
if I was too lazy to even watch movies
if I wanted you to wear glasses
even if you had the most beautiful eyes in the world

Would you love me?