happy April fools people!!
well i haven't actually made a GOOD journal in a while... well not many of you really know me, seeing as i haven't put up personal info stuff about me since... almost last year (or so it feels like) soo, tis the season for my randomness fallalalalalalalaaaaaa (wtf?)

kinda like a shout it out thing, just a journal*ahm*
!CENSOR WARNING!

1) when i was in grade 4 i got bit in the hand by a cat and had to get my hand liquid stitched, and my teacher got mad at me for it.
2) I have a scar on my tung, i was born with it..
3) It has only been about 4 months since i started to take pictures, and my camera is a Canon PowerShot A40, 2 megapixles.
4) I have been physically and sexually abused when i was younger...
five) I don't really life chocolate or really sweet things.
six) pr0n is always good
7) I've sprained both my knees
8) I love soccer
9) guys older then me is always better then guys younger then me
10) I've had councling
11) I have ADD, and OCD, i take methylphenidate for it every morning
12) I have no beliefs
13) i hate myself most of the time, and wish no one would care, i'm selfish
14) i tried suicide
1five) i wish my father loved me
1six) i had to watch my grandfather/opa/hero die when i was in seventh grade close to my birthday, and i have grown a fear of hospitals because of it
17) id rather take the stairs then the elevator
18) when i was in grade six a group of girls made a theme song just for me " i hate you, you hate me, lets get together and kill Charén, with an axe to her stomach and a gun to her head, pull the trigger and Charén is dead!"
19) i have a strong fear of dolls because it reminds me of my little brothers dead body when i see them
20) i hate to tell people about myself because they will always think of me differently

yeah i think thats all for that for now... i will add other, less emo, stuff latter

oh hey guess what peoples!
is my birthday soon
yepperz, on the twentysixth of april i turn fifteen

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